OMG!!! This blog is already full of spider web *brush* *brush*
well, hello there guys!! how are you? it's been a long time since i wrote in here. well, iam not that busy cozzz gue belom kerja!!!! :''''((
yeahhh ini sebenernya pengen curhat banget. tepat hari ini udah setaun sejak SKL gue alias surat lulus gue dapatkan tapi gue belom kerja juga :''''(( kerja disini sebenernya bukan kerja proyek atau apa tapi pekerjaan tetap ya guys kerja di perusahaan so i haven't got any job yet, so saddddd. why i haven't work yet? well, there is many speculation (in my mind). actually, i've already in the final step of the recruitment for 2 companies in between march-june. i've already in the 'sign contract' step. but....because one and the other reason, i've rejected that opportunities and moving forward and hoping that i can still get my dream job which is FMCG Company which running for Food and Beverage. but, till now i haven't got any of my dream job yet.
gue udah lamar sana-sini which is, yang gue lamar adalah emang perusahaan perusahaan dimana gue pengen kerja. tapi....kenapa Allah belum memberikan juga??? sebenernya ada rencana apa dibalik ini semua? gue gatauu dan gue hanya bisa bersabar menunggu sambil terus ikhtiar dan doa.
well, remember about i've mention about 'speculation'? well, one of my friend said that i've been too picky for work. well, she was right. i wasn't denied. but, i have my own reason too. because, i hope that if i already get my dream job, i will work just in this company, not moving to one or another place like flea. i just want to focus and work for one company that i've been dreaming in the past one year for i work. then, after 1 or 2 years work in that company, i want to continue my study or try to get the opportunity for government employees (CPNS). Ya, ALLAHHH KAPAAAN??? cuman itu yang bisa gue doain dan gue pertanyakan tiap hari. setiap hari juga gue berpikir "apa yang salah dengan kualifikasi gue, am i not that qualified to be choosen or just get the call for interview or test opportunity??"
lamar sana sini belum ada juga yang dipanggil. hiks. kapan ya Allah??? it's been one year that iam waiting for your beautiful plan for me. please, ya Allah segera berikan rencana Indah-Mu kepada saya. Aaminnnn
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