Tuesday, September 29, 2015

menunggu berita baik

hmm..hari ini pengumuman MT STAR DANONE 2016 dan...gue ga lolos T_T. entah kenapa, merasa sudah menyelesaikan test dengan benar tapi tetep aja ga lolos. belom rejeki...padahal penantian udah setahun.

setahun ini gue belom kerja juga. belum mendapatkan kerja yang gue cocok tepatnya. daftar yang dirasa cocok ampe sekarang belum dipanggil juga. kapan ya guys....doain dong segera dipanggil buat test/interview dan emang diterima di perusahaan yang sangat saya idam idamkan dari dulu.....aamin ya Allah...cuma bisa berdoa, berusaha udah, tinggal doa aja.

rasanya pengen nangis, gagal terus...berhasilnya kapan ya Allah T_T T_T T_T plis bulan ini ya Allah kepastiannya, sebelum november udah kerja di perusahaan makanan yang saya idamkan. aaminnn, doain ya semuaanyaa

Friday, September 11, 2015

1 year

OMG!!! This blog is already full of spider web *brush* *brush*

well, hello there guys!! how are you?  it's been a long time since i wrote in here. well, iam not that busy cozzz gue belom kerja!!!! :''''((

yeahhh ini sebenernya pengen curhat banget. tepat hari ini udah setaun sejak SKL gue alias surat lulus gue dapatkan tapi gue belom kerja juga :''''(( kerja disini sebenernya bukan kerja proyek atau apa tapi pekerjaan tetap ya guys kerja di perusahaan so i haven't got any job yet, so saddddd. why i haven't work yet? well, there is many speculation (in my mind). actually, i've already in the final step of the recruitment for 2 companies in between march-june. i've already in the 'sign contract' step. but....because one and the other reason, i've rejected that opportunities and moving forward and hoping that i can still get my dream job which is FMCG Company which running for Food and Beverage. but, till now i haven't got any of my dream job yet.

gue udah lamar sana-sini which is, yang gue lamar adalah emang perusahaan perusahaan dimana gue pengen kerja. tapi....kenapa Allah belum memberikan juga??? sebenernya ada rencana apa dibalik ini semua? gue gatauu dan gue hanya bisa bersabar menunggu sambil terus ikhtiar dan doa.

well, remember about i've mention about 'speculation'? well, one of my friend said that i've been too picky for work. well, she was right. i wasn't denied. but, i have my own reason too. because, i hope that if i already get my dream job, i will work just in this company, not moving to one or another place like flea. i just want to focus and work for one company that i've been dreaming in the past one year for i work. then, after 1 or 2 years work in that company, i want to continue my study or try to get the opportunity for government employees (CPNS). Ya, ALLAHHH KAPAAAN??? cuman itu yang bisa gue doain dan gue pertanyakan tiap hari. setiap hari juga gue berpikir "apa yang salah dengan kualifikasi gue, am i not that qualified to be choosen or just get the call for interview or test opportunity??"

lamar sana sini belum ada juga yang dipanggil. hiks. kapan ya Allah??? it's been one year that iam waiting for your beautiful plan for me. please, ya Allah segera berikan rencana Indah-Mu kepada saya. Aaminnnn