FROM 2015 TO 2016

After thorough observation on the posts in this blog, i realize that mostly my post was all about complaining my life. hm...it shouldn't be like that. honestly, iam grateful and thanks to Allah, i have a wonderful life. well, talk about new year, i want to write about what happened to me in 2015. ok, let's begin! and i want to write in this post with english. full english. so, let's begin!

1. January 2015
    Waw this month is honestly, the most memorable month of 2015. my graduation month! Thanks to Allah Alhamdulillah, finally i've got my official graduation party on this month. and, i can say that the most happiest time in my life! yeay!

2. February 2015
    well, i can't remember it clearly what happened in february because iam sure this month iam still searched and looked for a job (eventhough i've already did that since september 2014, which is my graduation date)

3. March-April 2015
hm...i can't remember tho about march but iam certainly sure about looking for some job and on april, well, you can say, my birthday! and actually, this month i've already got a job which is MT in burgerking Indonesia. but, with the most narrow minded that i have, because of the shifting job, i threw away the opportunity that i get. just like that. how stupid am i. yeah. i remembered it suddenly! in this period, i participated in government project (BAPPENAS) about rice fortified in karawang. and i attend the nestle OR in campus for medical delegate (again) but  i can't passed the selection processed.

4.May-july 2015
i can't remember too about may, but, it's month of my dad. my dad's birthday is in may. then after that i can't remember what happened and iam sure iam (still) looking for a perfect job to me. then, in june 2015. i got (again) the job as a nutritionist in kalbe nutritionals. but.............because of the shifting job (again) and i don't want to work in mall then, again, i threw away that opportunity, just like that. and finally this month was officially 6 months of my jobless day (after the graduation party). and, for june-july period i participated (again) in government project (this time BKKBN) for west java region and my duty was on bogor with my friends. yeah, that was fun and enjoyed project back then.

5. August-December 2015
well, i must say, what happened to me,in august...i can't remembered,  but, obviously, in september 2015 i participated in jobfair (finally) in University of Indonesia. and....from all of the companies that i applied back then (which is obviously FMCG And F&B Companies) i get the opportunity to attend the recruitment process, all of them. just one that i didn't got which is MT Bluebird. but, from GTP Coca cola amatil, heinz abc, none of them that i can join with (i mean got a job in there. so sad....) and then in october 2015 for 10 days i participated again in project, this time was about...ugh...i forget but it was all about salt consumption. this project was managed by IHWG UI join with 5 universities in Indonesia and Funded by USA. this project was held for 10 days in purwakarta and depok. and after that, after a very short time break (just one day!) i participated in government project again, this time IRRI collaboration with Ministry of agriculture and univeristy of masschasusete USA (Idk the spelling is right or now :p). this project was about adaptation of variety and technologies of rice plant and held in Lampung province for almost 3 weeks and...you now, iam literally going around all of region in lampung province! and waw, this experience is can't never fully forget from my memory. i met a lot of good and great people, and the journey was very fun, because i can enjoy the beach and the sea (which is my fav holiday place all of time!) while iam working! well, i must say, this period was full of Allah Grace to me. and..Alhamdulillah for all of that.

And now, 2016. well, iam happy work as an enumerator because i can still have fun while iam working. BUT. as an enumerator there's no guarantee when the project held, not every month. and i need like stable job, and hoping that, this month, in January, Allah give me His Grace and i can get my stable job. AAAMIIIINNNNNNN!!!!

Ok, thankyou whoever you are to enjoy reading my blog eventhough my english is 'pas-pasan' HAHAHAHAHA. See you on the next post. Hopefully is about 'FINALLY, MY STABLE JOB!' AAMINNNN

PLIS, YA ALLAH...

Pas baca judul itu apa yang pertama kali ada di benak kalian? masalah apa? cinta? karier? orangtua? sekolah?

gue: karier, lebih tepatnya pekerjaan.

emang bener, penyesalan itu adanya di belakang. mau sekatang nyesel juga udah ga ada gunanya. nyesel kenapa kesempatan pekerjaan yang udah gue dapetin kemaren kemaren ga gue ambil. nyesel kenapa gue terlalu muluk muluk jadi orang hanya cuman karena satu kriteria pekerjaan itu ga sesuai mau gue, gue lepas gitu aja. padahal kesempatan ga dateng 2 kali. and, it's right. damn right.

sekarang, yang bisa gue rasain nyesel nyesel nyesel dan cuman bisa ngomong dan ngayal seandainya, seandainya, seandainya..................................ARGH!!!!!!!! terus teriak teriak kayak orang gila dan nanya kenapa kenapa kenapa kenapa!????????????????????????????????? ya Allah, aku nyesel Engkau telah memberi rejeki tapi aku ga mensyukuri. masih banyak padahal saingan waktu itu yang ngarep itu kerjaan tapi gue dengan gampangnya ngelepas.

sekarang, udah mau setaun sejak tanggal wisuda gue tapi belum kerja juga. apa ini karma ya Allah? plis jangan berikan hamba cobaan yang hamba ga sanggup ya Allah. Tahun 2016 ini plis banget ya Allah jadi tahun stepping stone buat hamba. pengen kerjanya di perusahaan pangan ya Allah, plis......plis....hamba udah lamar sana sini tapi kenapa ga dipanggil panggil? plis ya Allah....bulan ini hamba cuman minta satu aja ya Allah, kerja itu aja. KERJA KERJA KERJA YA ALLAH, PLIS........

2016

Hello everyone, long time no see!!!

Happy new year 2016 btw! it's already 2016 but i haven't work yet and so many beautiful things happened in 2015!

Hm....pengen curhat jadinya....
it's kind of my regret. why iam not grab and take the opportunities that i get last year??? nyesel nyesel nyesel....sekarang mesti kayak gini T_T. ya Allah...sudah mau MEA dan mau bertambah umur, tapi aku belum kerja and it's been almost a year from my graduation! T_T

Ya Allah, aku berdoa pada-Mu agar bulan ini aku mendapatkan pekerjaan yang:
1. Perusahaan pangan multinasional/FMCG
2. sesuai jurusan kerjaannya which is gizi
3. no outsource, no tahan ijazah, no penalty
4. gaji >= 4000k
5. no shift (senin-jumat, office hour pokoknya)
6. Dekat rumah (optional, but prefer)

Doain ya semuanya bulan ini aku dapet pekerjaan seperti yang aku tulis diatas. AAMIINNNNNN YA ALLAH!!!